Post by Chuck on Aug 4, 2009 14:54:06 GMT -5
My Parents call me...
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My Friends call me...
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I'm not an it! I'm a...
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I am a...
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I don't need wrinkle cream! I'm...
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Do you think I need a diet?
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My emotional disposition?
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Things that are Groovy:
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Things that aren't so Groovy:
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But...I'm afraid!
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I like to...
My reason?
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Mandatory Angst:
My mother? So, would you like to learn about my entire family and their long lost ancestors? Because you seem so god damn interested in me, so why not tell you my entire life story? I came out of my ---- you know, I think I'll just talk about my mother. You wouldn't want to hear the details of my birth. Anyway. My mother was the lady that everyone in the neighborhood just loved to death. She was the cute, old woman who just minded her own business and everyone knew her. When I was born, she showed me off to all the other mothers, telling them about how cute I was. Then, when I got a little bit older, she told everyone about how smart I was. She thought I was the greatest child in the world until there was another young boy in the neighborhood, much smarter and cuter than me. Well, she thought that be we all know how brilliant of a man I am now. So, when she saw her child was the smartest of the greatest child in town, she got upset. With me. Yes, she thought it was my fault because I wasn't smart enough. She thought I should be smarter than anyone else out there. It's not something that feels great, when your own mother doesn't think you're good enough to be her son. So, I was sad. I was young and didn't know what I was thinking then. Those emotions are gone now. Emotions make you weak.
My parents' actions drove me to hide inside a shell of my own. They forced me to neglect school entirely and neglect society entirely. I became my own person and I stayed by myself, choosing to converse with myself instead of others. My friends consisted of machines, among thing I made by hand. Inventions, if you will. Building things was something that got me away from it all. I didn't bother anybody and nobody bothered me. It was a simple cycle and nobody dared interrupted it. I didn't have time for friends and my family didn't have time for me. So, since they didn't need me, I didn't need them. There was no need for them to be in my life if they wanted more than what I could give. Their needs came after mine. Actually, their needs never mattered. At first, they did. I tried to be as best as I could, but it didn't matter for them. It made me feel like they just wanted a different child. I cut them out of my life. I did things by myself and I was left alone. For me, it was fine. Sure, I didn't have anyone to love me, but I didn't need love. I just needed myself.
It was then that I started learning about Pokemon and what they could do. They were simply weapons in animal form. I moved through the Sinnoh region, capturing these Pokemon. With these Pokemon I felt so...powerful. That's the word. I aspired for power at that point in time. Well, I still do. So, I wanted to capture these Pokemon. It would help me for what was soon to come. I traveled across the land,
It soon occurred to me how horrible the Pokemon world was. I just didn't' like it, everything was wrong. I wanted everything changed and it was going to be done. I would be God of this new world and nobody was going to stop. Well, I could be stopped, but I first had to get a team together. Once I did that there would be nobody that could get in my way in my creation of the entire Pokemon universe. So, in my quest in creating a new world in my own image I formed a group; Team Galactic. There wasn't anybody who would stop us. Well, there was only me then, but soon I found my commanders. Commander Mars was the first one I ran into. She helped me and we acquired a few more members. Saturn and Jupiter. I didn't care much for them. I just needed somebody to run things while I sat back and watched. With them at my command we established a large number of grunts. Oh, we were so full of them. Mars had the idea of recruiting members from past organizations; Team Rocket, Team Magma, Team Aqua, and you know. It wasn't too long before we were finally ready to take our first steps toward a new world. No, universe. It was to be perfect.
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